Saturday, February 13, 2010

I hate when parents, especially mothers, go on and on about how amazing their children are. I think it's because my momma was the exact opposite of that mother. She was/is the type of mother that doesn't have to brag to others about how proud she is of my brothers and sisters and I. You just know she is :) She's always been a firm believer in the old saying of "actions speak louder than words". If any of you know my mom, you know that she is a strong & beautiful woman and that there is no better mother around. I don't know how she did it though!!! All I wanna do is talk about how fantastic my little Nami is! How did she have the restrain to not bore everyone to death about how awesome her 4 beautiful children are? I think it's because she never lived through us, only for us. Her main goal was to see us succeed for us, not for her. Being selfless like that made her a mother that never let you forget your successes or your failures. She was always honest and made sure that we knew exactly who we were at a time when maybe others were telling us otherwise. I hope with all my heart that I can measure up to the mother she has been to me because who your parents are and how they raise you is so important in the person you become. I don't care what anyone says... Parents can make or break you. The responsibility in knowing that is the driving force in my quest of being the best mother to Anami. I thank you momma (& daddy) for being more interested in being my parent than my friend... Ultimately, that is what makes us such good friends now that I'm an adult.

Sorry for the rambling... My daddy & Nami just left Germany today... I'm terribly upset and it's only been a few hours... I can't wait to see them & my momma again in 2 weeks in Vienna.

Until then, I pray that you & your family & friends stay safe, happy & healthy always...
xoxo, A

Monday, February 8, 2010

things i'm loving right now...

things i'm loving right now...


~Big Love season 2

~my new Chanel Precision Body Excellence cream

~free food & drink @ the theater here in Dusseldorf

~playing darts with the boys

~Vapiano's

~fuzzy socks

~ the start of the Winter Olympics!!!

Friday, February 5, 2010

my 1st blog

i don't know why i want a blog, i just do... hopefully i will write awe-inspiring things :) here's hoping........